cant cry if im dead. Lyrics

I've been on that diet that you once mentioned, where I eat nothing

I fill up on compliments

And I try to be grateful for everything I have

How lucky I am that I can feel this bad

I can't control myself

Or what goes on in my head

And I like the game that you play

Where you pretend I'm dead

So I'll act the part, make sure my organs rot

Throw away my guitar

Cause I can't play if I'm dead

Can't whine, can't complain, I can't try, I can't cry if I'm dead

And I can see me getting over it

In the distant future where I forget what I missed

I wish you warned me that you're a hypocrite

I wish you told me that you would be so hard to miss