WASTED ft. Mattyar Lyrics

I made my way to LAX

To find a plane in Mexico

Lost faith in all of my dreams

But I still believe in a miracle

Don't ask where my youth has gone

That kid left a long time ago

Caught in a quicksand

But it feels warm

(I might stay there)

So many missteps

That when I fall

It feels safe here

Traveled the distance

But I don't think I made it far

What went wrong?

Sometimes I wonder through the nights that I can't slumber

Was it lightning in a bottle I was chasing?

Was it thunder?

I no longer want the fame that was just dreams when I was younger

I just wanna make enough to see my father and my mother

At least once or twice a week and I'll be fine

Don't tell me this just part of life when you ain't tried to start your life

I ride my bike for miles and miles across the 405

Cause I can't stay inside, be alone with these thoughts in mind

Cause every time I'm coming over, my nephew is getting older

My sisters no longer have me to cry on my fucking shoulders

My old friends don't page me no more

No group text

Those days are over

Is this the price I'm paying for the things that I've been praying for?

Don't think that I'm not grateful for the things that God has gave and more

I pray for more, I pray and hope the right thing is to stay on course

Cause if it's not alright I promise on the next flight

Hope my sacrifices suffice, cause if not feels like I'm wasting my life