Self Deconstruct Lyrics

Clouds form, and I evaporate

Summer rain as the summer fades away

Waiting for the day, that I will dissipate

Waiting for a less heightened sense of my dismay

What will it take, for me to learn

The way I am, the way I portray

Another sense of further endorsed and enclosed dismay

I push, I push, I push, I push, you away

A feather in the wind, I let you drift away from me

I feel like I really do care

I adore you from your hypnotizing eyes to the texture of your hair

Encapsulated by your intoxicating stare

Sit by myself as I self deconstruct

Psyche yeah it fight me and my ego it erupt

I am nothing now

I am worth nothing here

Yes, master I will bow

From the corner you will leer

I am nothing now

I am worth nothing here

Yes, master I will bow

From the corner come you veer

Eat myself to sleep, then I starve for a week

Just a never-ending streak

Living off one hour sleep

I am just a late night creep

Is that all I am to you

I pour all my emotion and come off transparent hue

Ill intent never a taint on my mind

Ill intent never there so don't be so blind

I come to you just me, and only so

I await the day you decide to just up and go

I shed my skin so you can see my rawest form

I lay myself, limp, in front of your floor

Yet still await the day you walk through the door

Just because I am myself and I couldn't hate me more

Can't exterminate myself, impending is my fear

Can't eliminate my problems, on my membrane they are here

Soothe me like you always do

I'll forever be stuck to someone like I am their glue

I am nothing now

I am worth nothing here

Yes, master I will bow

From the corner you will leer

I am nothing now

I am worth nothing here

Yes, master I will bow

From the corner come you veer