Beach Day Lyrics

The world really tightened in

We're just water inside skin

Fragile bodies fragile thoughts

This was the day that I got lost

It was that time I almost died

Taking trips by boats seaside

Choppy water ill at ease

Mixing meds had weakened knees

Same day my brother crashed his car

Twin powers gone too far

Before that time I'd rarely feel

The icy hands trying to steal

All the joy from in my soul

Filled with panic, no control,

Riding waves anxiety

Surface fears inside of me

An island a coffin a flight a drop pin

There's no escape hatch

Where are the brakes

A quarter mile never seemed like such a small space

Until it was a final resting place

Back of van out of hand panicked man short of breath still

Wonder if they've done this before

Can't afford the cost of dying on a rock in California

Maybe I'll just wash up ashore

(Anchors away)

Unexpected ways to leave the city

(Another day)

I might have never had to see this view

(With some delay)

Talking talking talking out my feelings

Forever

(Bombs away)

A Single fear set to ripple wildly

(And today)

I cant come back to that plot of land

(Had to pay)

To talk and talk and talk about my feelings

Not yet cured or done

An island a coffin a flight a drop pin

There's no escape hatch

Where are the brakes

A quarter mile never seemed like such a small space

Until it was a final resting place

Back of van out of hand panicked man short of breath still

Wonder if they've done this before

Can't afford the cost of dying on a rock in California

Maybe I'll just wash up ashore