Haven't Been Myself Lyrics

Well, I've been thinking about the mess you made of my life

You say the love is still there. You claim you still care, but you fucked me anyway

Try not to cut that silver tongue while sticking it through your cheek

You ask me how I'm doing pal, I'll say for now I haven't been myself

And so it goes, here I am trying to rebuild

Your ambivalence shows. My frustration grows out of injustice

Don't forget that you got what you wanted and as for me, well, I haven't been myself

I haven't been myself

You got what you wanted, and I guess that's good enough.

I never pegged you for someone who called it quits when times got tough.

I guess that this one's on me, but I haven't been myself.

Now one year later, what a crazy trip around the sun

All my cuts are now scars

You can do me no harm, and I'm immune to your charms

Try not to let your poker-face slip as you're bullshitting me.

'Cause I haven't been myself.

You got what you wanted, and I guess that's good enough.

I never pegged you for someone who called it quits when times got tough.

I guess that this one's on me, but I've been dying to know what's true

I only gave myself to you

What else can one do

When stuck inside this burning room?

Now you're a stranger, both out of sight and out mind.

I guess I'll say thanks for raising the stakes and forcing me to grow

One last thing before you go -

You got what you wanted and I guess that's good and well

So thanks for showing I'm someone who's so deserving of this hell

I guess that this one's on me but I finally found myself.