Outside Lyrics

"Be yourself"

That is the biggest lie I've ever heard

Where's your worth

Oh you're left alone, feeling cursed

So you change cause you want an invitation

But every little thing seems like another competition

"Have some faith"

Biggest mistake you can make

It doesn't work out

And you're the only one to blame

I didn't know the final judgement came at 16

I don't understand what they don't understand about me

I'm on the outside, looking in

Only got company from my sins

Living a life filled with toxins

Living a life that I can't win

I'm on the downside, looking up

Searching for someone I can love

Living a life under a rain cloud

Living a life lonely in a crowd

"Have some hope"

That is the only thing I try to do

"It's just a joke"

It's not personal

They don't know you

"Goody-two-shoes, always follows the rules"

Make fun of what keeps me from being abused

I'm on the outside, looking in

Only got company from my sins

Living a life filled with toxins

Living a life that I can't win

I'm on the downside, looking up

Searching for someone I can love

Living a life under a rain cloud

Living a life lonely in a crowd

If you could only hear

What I'm trying to say

When I want you to stay

Yes, I'm in need of a friend

Only cause I'm afraid

I can't express the things I've seen

Or the things I know

Sometimes I wonder is it only me who feels alone

I'm on the outside, looking in

Only got company from my sins

Living a life filled with toxins

Living a life that I can't win

I'm on the downside, looking up

Searching for someone I can love

Living a life under a rain cloud

Living a life lonely in a crowd