I've had a diemma Lyrics

Lately I've been stressin'

Okay dude what's new

I severed ties with all my brethren

When everything was fine

It only really takes a second

Guessing x is not the time

But just how often I've been reckless

Put it in a jam no peanut butter for the recored

Bread and butter's often out of order

Needed testin

Don't mean SAT

Mean recipe

Been cooking I been cheffin

Ramen noodles in the pot

Like this is college here's your lesson

Get your pen and pad out I been out here

Slacking on the music I'm in doubt dear

John I'm kinda gone but don't you pout

I'm coming home

But will everything work out

You never know

I should be working on my trigonometrics

But slick it's been hectic

Been slippin I'm in need of direcion

I know that I'm good

I know that I'm great

But who's gonna say it to my reflection

In a cracked black mirror

No reflection can't here

Maybe I made the wrong decision

Wasted my time and tunnel visions

I'm trying

I'm trying

But you say that I never listen

My heads right here and yet I'm distant

I'm trying

I'm trying

Ex'd out some friends like long division

Don't message them I'm out of pigeons

I'm tired

I'm tired

And there's the chance that I'm just trippin

But if I cared then I'd be ripping out hair

And crying

I been getting sentimental

I been watching Malcom in the middle

All my dogs and little sibbles

Like a clique inside a kennel

Hear the click and then they try to skiddle

Dat'll keep you centered til they sell you to the highest bidder

Silence in the crowd is loud enough I hear the water pitter

Patter let's get atter

Lose the filter like a Britta

They may look at me like Jaylen June was always such a kidder

Til I'm up and need to call you when I need a baby sitter, Imma!

Get off

Canonize success I'll be a retcon

Parasitic people need to get a better shtick

Or let a brother do his OOOP

You better get gone

Ain't a lucky day I'm finna bet on

Been being extra careful who I let on

Cause I'm playing for keeps it's like a wedding

I ain't really got the time to wait a second

Maybe I made the wrong decision

Wasted my time and tunnel visions

I'm trying

I'm trying

But you say that I never listen

My heads right here and yet I'm distant

I'm trying

I'm trying

Ex'd out some friends like long division

Don't message them I'm out of pigeons

I'm tired

I'm tired

And there's the chance that I'm just trippin

But if I cared then I'd be ripping out hair

And crying

It's too late to make the song of the summer

Ain't that a bummer

I ain't gon complain cause I'm still on the come up

Apollo with the way I carry things til the sun up

And believe it or not I'm pretty humble, never was a stunna

Never been was cause evidently my mamma raised me better

I'm just trying to be what's healthy for me and all of my brothers

And sisters, and aunties, and uncles, and cousins

Giving piece of my piece of mind by the dozen

Counting in percentages to keep it a hunnid

Trynna ease up on carcinogens cause growth ain't always money

Ain't it funny, all these bangers and I still feel kinda bummy

But I'm pushing it aside just like the clouds to keep it sunny

Ain't got half a who what where or clue

Of who I am becoming

But the sneakers on my feet say we should prolly keep it running

Cause it's hot like in Pompeii my soul is burning on the pumice

A capiche I'm punching lines like chik-a-peas and this the hummus

Maybe I made the wrong decision

Wasted my time and tunnel vision

I'm tired

I'm tired

But I got to complete the mission

Won't stop until my heart stops kicking

And flying

I'm flying