TRUE SHIT Lyrics

It's one them tracks I couldn't help but cry on while I was writing

Start seeing all my problems, the thunder before the lightning

If I couldn't run when I was young best believe I was fighting

I been trying not to think but this shit really exciting

I been dead last up until now, I've never been in first

Feel so foreign getting some love, wish I was better versed

Tied in for a minute, all regrets, I feel like I'm the worst

So much fucking pain up in my chest it feels like Ima burst

Someone fucking save me from my own mind, oh my

No one fucking saved me from my own kind, so I

Got addicted as I could, plenty shoulda coulda woulds

Every time I pass my hood I feel the hell that I withstood

Never did what I had wanted, only what I had to

Helping mama pay the rent and it's already past due

Never had a shoulder to cry on, couldn't rely on

We deserved way better and that's a hill Ima die on on my mama

I was so fucking young man all I needed was answers

Started as a runner did bigger numbers than Sanders

Came up by myself so I'm lackin' some of the manners

'Member gone to do some stupid shit, go home and check the scanner

I just needed someone to believe in me

I just needed someone who ain't leaving me

I just needed someone who can grieve with me

Is there ever someone who is seeing me?

Fucking with my mind, fucking with my heart

Keeping in mind what you said from the start

I look stupid but don't try to play me smart

Fuck me over you might end up in my art

Can a motherfucker get a little love huh?

What the fuck is really up inside the Gov huh?

Nowhere near enough so we compensate with above

I would fight the world right now but they don't wanna hit the gloves

The trials and tribulations I dealt with as just a youngin

Always kept it pushing I knew that I'da be something

Never do your brothers cheap and keep yourself from fronting

Just two lessons that I learned growing up where you do the hunting

I done terrible shit before, neighborhoods need restore

Walk up and kick the door, walk in and steal the store

Made growing up to be the best, never stressed

That's if you got any parents who give a fuck if you dressed

I need love just a little bit of love

Been through too much I need a little love

Been through too much I need a couple drugs

Been through too much I ran way out of fucks

I was so fucking young man all I needed was answers

Started as a runner did bigger numbers than Sanders

Came up by myself so I'm lackin' some of the manners

'Member gone to do some stupid shit, go home and check the scanner

I just needed someone to believe in me

I just needed someone who ain't leaving me

I just needed someone who can grieve with me

Is there ever someone who is seeing me?

Fucking with my mind, fucking with my heart

Keeping in mind what you said from the start

I look stupid but don't try to play me smart

Fuck me over you might end up in my art