Living in this Hell Lyrics

I got to step up before it's too late I got to step up before I meet my fate

I got to step up and find a way to survive I got to step up and keep this dream alive

Talking to the dirt, wishing I was there I'm tired of this pain more than I can bear

Trying to care, everyday trying to love But the wounds are deep, they won't heal, they won't budge

I got to step up before it's too late I got to step up before I meet my fate

I got to step up and find a way to survive I got to step up and keep my dream alive

I got to step up, I got to find my way I got to step up, I got to step up today

I got to step up, I'm so hurt I got to step up, I'm talking to the dirt

Wishing I was there, kind of tired of it here Trying to care, everyday trying to love

Trying to stay, my mind is so unstable Confused is my label, my position, my reality

I really just want to be free I'm living in this hell, in this hell

I'm living in this hell, in this hell I'm living in this hell, you can't tell

Externally, the hell I'm living is internally

It's eating me up daily, it's driving me crazy secrets tearing me apart

I got to step up, I'm struggling with these thoughts they're weighing on my heart

I got to step up before it's too late I got to step up before I meet my fate

I got to step up and find a way to survive I got to step up and keep this dream alive

Talking to the dirt, wishing I was there I'm tired of this pain more than I can bear

Trying to care, everyday trying to love but the wounds are deep, they won't heal, they won't budge

I got to step up before it's too late I got to step up before I meet my fate

I got to step up and find a way to survive I got to step up and keep my dream alive

My mind's so unstable, I'm confused It's my label, my position, my reality

It's all been abused, I just really want to be free

I want to escape from this pain that's been haunting me no matter what shape

I got to step up before it's too late I got to step up before I meet my fate

I got to step up and find a way to survive I got to step up and keep my dream alive

I'm not giving up, I'm not giving in I'll find a way to heal, to let this pain come to an end

I'll step up and face the truth, no matter how hard it may seem

And I'll find a way to live, to love, to chase my dreams

I got to step up before it's too late I got to step up before I meet my fate

I got to step up and find a way to survive I got to step up and keep this dream alive

Talking to the dirt, wishing I was there I'm tired of this pain, it's more than I can bear

Trying to care everyday, trying to love but the wounds are deep, they won't heal, they won't budge

I got to step up before it's too late I got to step up before I meet my fate

I got to step up and find a way to survive I got to step up and keep my dream alive