It was you, it was me Lyrics

It was you who told me that my dream is too big.

It was you saying I am weak, I ain't the beast.

It was you saying that I ain't got what it takes.

But it was you who tried to stop me when I tried to make it.

It was me who had to listen to your dumb shit.

It was me following you thinking you run shit.

Can't believe I let you get to me like you the leader.

Yet it was me who made it out cuz I was a dreamer.

It was you who never lived your life to the fullest.

It was you acting benevolent but wasn't the truest.

It was me who pushed me beyond the limit.

Always has been me to show the real Shoki, no gimmick.

It was you who was blinded to the tunnel vision.

It was me grinding, clueless but

stayed on the mission.

When I told you I am leaving the town, you said it is nonsense.

But it was me who trusted the process.

Kerak bo`lsa agar senga armonsiz hayot,

Xatolaring o`ylamagin, yoshlarga to`lma.

Qaror sendan, boshqalardan kutmagin najot,

Ular kabi sen qo`rquvning qurboni bo`lma.

I never had shit, so I looked up to you.

In my eyes, you were the dude, damn I never knew.

You were just local rich who never left the city.

It was you acting greedy, missing long-term winning.

It was me who had to unlearn everything you said, and I did it.

It was me failing and failing again then got up, the beast in me I revealed.

It was you who never betted on life, but I get it.

You know you failed not because you tried but you didn't.

It was me connecting dots, working a lot, I haven't forgot.

It was you who told my pop that I am wasting my life tryna become what I am not.

The him telling me that I should stop.

I had to convince him that I can't give up: Please dad give me a shot.

It was you who said no when I asked if could borrow a dollar, I remember that.

It's been so long it was blurry for a while, but it is all coming back

Kerak bo`lsa agar senga armonsiz hayot,

Xatolaring o`ylamagin, yoshlarga to`lma.

Qaror sendan, boshqalardan kutmagin najot,

Ular kabi sen qo`rquvning qurboni bo`lma.

Now I would never play the victim, point fingers, blame shifting.

If I did, I would be still in that town living paycheck to paycheck, never get the crown.

If I did, I would be passing the time, passively dying, losing a ton.

If stuck around I would be among the dream killers

The only entertainment Is to get a food, and drink till we are fainted.

Make a blank statement shouting, "We are homies for life."

Then we drive to the place we get girls for the night like it is the red light in Amsterdam

It just wasn't who I am, I was led to forget but I fed up, packed my bag and got up.

Two bags and one mic, and one flight, in the gate 9, seat 5, belt tight,took off to new life but unsure.

Slept outside when the rain poured.

But it was me who made it all.

It is astonishing.

You not with me and that's your punishment.

Kerak bo`lsa agar senga armonsiz hayot,

Xatolaring o`ylamagin, yoshlarga to`lma.

Qaror sendan, boshqalardan kutmagin najot,

Ular kabi sen qo`rquvning qurboni bo`lma.