Note From Home Lyrics

I can tell you what I'm seeing

Never how I'm feeling

Behind the smoke and mirrors my facade has been peeling

The bigger picture's more than me in Calabasas chilling

I've been fighting demons one by one, they're all leaving

A note from home, I've been meaning to call

Would you be the same if you knew it all?

On a different court playing with the same ball

I wouldn't trade it at all

Time flies and I wonder what is next

Looking at my past, scrolling through older texts

Hope you know I've been doing well, I ain't the same

I know you inside out, I feel your pain (oh, oh)

On the road from Baltimore to Charlotte

I keep a blick, I don't wanna be a target (I ain't tryna be a target)

In North Carolina, Grandma's eyes getting teary

Too many gone, I just wanna keep you near me

I'm on my own, one day you can hit up my phone

Not the same kid, too many years made me grown

From here, this place was always all I've ever known

I go to different states and they looking at me blown like

We're only getting older

Got the whole world on my shoulders

I can feel the heat but the nights are getting colder

I can tell you what I'm seeing

Never how I'm feeling

Behind the smoke and mirrors my facade has been peeling (oh, woah)

The bigger picture's more than me in Calabasas chilling

I've been fighting demons one by one, they're all leaving (they all leaving, yeah)

A note from home, I've been meaning to call

Would you be the same if you knew it all? (woah, woah, woah)

On a different court playing with the same ball

I wouldn't trade it at all

Over through time, I feel like nobody sees me (nobody sees me, no, no, no)

Looked at my thoughts like I hope you could believe me

I done messed up in my past, it was a long night

Within my life, I'm just tryna do what's right (tryna do what's right)

I'm calling Faith my woman, Lord knows I wanna ring her

Might be too soon, but we're getting older (we're getting older baby)

We started love back when I was fourteen

Even though it was always deeper than just you and me

Sometimes I had to make the hardest options

But it never was a waste of time

Working out, we don't clock in

Even far out from the sky, now we're diving in

I think of days out in Cali

Like sitting by the beach

Out in Stockton with the fam, feel the wind with the trees (kuv tais, I miss you)

I don't know much Hmong, hope you know I'm doing good

Wanna get rich one day so I can get you out the hood

I can tell you what I'm seeing

Never how I'm feeling

Behind the smoke and mirrors my facade has been peeling (oh, woah)

The bigger picture's more than me in Calabasas chilling

I've been fighting demons one by one, they're all leaving (they all leaving, yeah)

A note from home, I've been meaning to call

Would you be the same if you knew it all? (woah, woah, woah)

On a different court playing with the same ball

I wouldn't trade it at all