lapse, Lyrics

Ughhhh this shit sound like how i feel

Look around like is it real

Push it until i feel weak

I wanna dieeee in my sleep

It's only me

It's only me

I cannot see

Anybody

Grinding my teeth

Green muddy tea

It's never free

It cost agony

And bitch i got stacks

Manic attacks

I'm smokin on packs

Of anticlimax

Falling in traps

Live in a lapse

In my mind i'm running laps

Let it elapse

I be like perhaps

Lemme collapse

Please fill the gaps

Ripple through raps

Take allah scraps

Just to make mental maps

Collecting it all

All just to fall

Build it back up twice as tall

Thick in the thrall

Brick in the wall

I do not wanna recall

Fuck allah y'all

I'd rather crawl