The Love Still Remains Lost ft. Adil, Drewseph & Vxn Dxtxh Lyrics

I said the love, it don't live here, it's crippled in a wheelchair

Mic check, one two

I said the love, it don't live here, it's crippled in a wheelchair

Uh huh

My nigga Yoska

On the boards

This the real spill

Talk to them dun

You remind me of the times when I never lacked on myself

I know your struggle's real, I couldn't sit and ask you for help

Like are you shittin' me? You should be sittin' askin' yourself

Like the imagery that's suitin' your needs actually helps

I've been chewed up, spun out, left inside of the mud

It's not my fault you can't make blessings outta your love

I'm goin' high and above

Struggle is where I'm from

The hustles what I've become

Ain't nothin' to be the one

I was twelve, runnin' away from my demons, pointin' the gun

What's the hold over? Gettin' pulled over from nine to one

I would rap till my voice start hurting, sorcerer tongue

Spread fire on the mic with a torch and it burst a lung

I feel disregarded, switchin' to a victim, hit a different target

Empty as a cell in a prison, but yet they still rewarded

TV screens blast pictures wicked and gettin' morbid

Still screaming

Lookin' like where's Waqar when you need him?

In my head, daydreamin'

I go to war with my demons

Since a kid, I imagine the sea and sharks in the deep end

Told me pay homage?

I'ma supply dollars to islands

With the way I'm movin', they couldn't front like I be stylin'

In these streets wildin', thinkin' of ways to eat while I dream dollars

As the role models I follow would only speak knowledge

Need guidance, always stay talkin', I like to keep silent

In my department, it's only Spartans, we was raised violent

Told em' we not the same, cause I'm different than you

We playin' checkers, I play chess, that's why I'm thinkin' it through

Make it fizzy every time, I mix the gin with the juice

Your life a hoose, I know you're lyin' when you say it's the truth

I see a lion in the mirror every time that I look

So take a journey through my mind and find it's leavin' you shook

Rewind the beats to play it back until I'm findin' a hook

This is the chronicles, you witnessin' the life of a crook

There is no honor in just givin' up and livin' so indecently

These voices in my head are comin' true and tryin' to speak to me

Livin' on the edge, you'll witness things that you don't need to see, I looked at where I've been and it showed me right where I need to be

Please believe the truth that I tell, son, I am warnin' you

Make the right moves in this life, do what you oughta do

Dancin' with the devil in strife, what does he offer you?

Never sell your soul for a price, make it impossible

Aiyyo, it be a so-called brother, leave you dead in that ditch

Eye on your breath, price in your head and lead to your chick

Our race dying from the pettiest shit

They take iron, blaze firing, make tyrants off emptying clips retaining violence? That's the devil's work

An angel's guidance even never works

These nations become divided when that tec'll burst

Yo, what is this metal worth that's in the meta-earth?

My head hurts from hearin' megahertz, yo

Searchin' for better, yet it's gettin' worse,

Presently, I exert the force of its life-like energy

With hindsight memory

Beyond the right identity

It should be a crime of how I sentence, from the phlegm to the head of me

These gems that I send to thee, are from the soul

Cause I blend energy

Perceptibly, I'm in control, they tried endin' me

Forgetting me as a whole, with halves and quarters

Pretended to be my greatest foe, with a lasting disorder

And in order to be successful in the game, you gotta grind

When the sun don't shine

When the pork turn to swine

There's a lot of bullshit that's out here, that's on my mind

Like, why the fuck I can't get this in real-time?

That's okay, though

I'ma be great, yo, despite the hate

I'ma give my mom a crib that's overlooking the lake

I'ma get her a bigger house and estate

All you niggas that talk back on me dog?

Go and watch your fate, motherfucker

My heart's in the basement, my weekend's at an all-time low

I'm Ziggy-started, shit the hardest when I'm writin' flows

Y'all are bitin' flows, but mine are bitin', yo

Yeah, I'm lighting it with writin'

My lines are strikin' bro

I'm gettin' wasted

Don't got much choices

Don't see no faces

Just hearin' voices

And they're all hatin'

They say I'm pointless

What I've been chasin's, left me rejoiceless

Guitar hero, 24-7

Used to be y'all's hero

Lately, I just been forgettin' as I ride away

Livin' somewhere south of heaven

Take it day by day, just dealin' with depression

Shot after shot, guess I'll never learn my lesson

Goin' shot for shot, is my mental state lessons

But, spittin' with Adil, got me wishin' for that feel

When I was itchin' for a deal

Hungry for a clout, never was skippin' meals

And all that evergreen we were envisionin' the mil's

And just livin' in the hills

Now, life is rough, yeah, shit is really real

Love don't live here

Hate is what my heart is filled with

Shit, bitch, what you spit is whack

And it hurt when I heard it from Big Mac

He said, your potential is crazy, but would you quit being lazy?

It opened up my eyes and now I'm Slim Shady

Yeah, give em' the shot, they tripped, then they droppin' the ball, funny how they stand tall when they watchin' you fall

I won already, they was plottin' to draw

Black hoodie, black shoes, black mask

They won't stop em' at all

I studied the game

Before you niggas muddied my name

I feel numb for them times, this was nothin' but pain

Tried to stay calm, I ain't always bloody my blade

No more hands out, cause, nigga, I just wanna get paid

I watch shit, we was young, it was nothin' to save

Let the lyrics shake the ground, it'll fuck up your grave

Them stomach pains, niggas hunger for days

It was nothin' to praise

That's real shit, I'm really stuck in my ways

Roll a four, five, six, then get stacks on a strip

Walkin' between life and death like the Lazarus chick

I'm more refined, n iggas way more savage with this

My feet on ground, shaky, nigga, I could happen to slip

I play the shadows in a cup

My name Grim, but I was rappin' with a dutch

Spit heroine, happens rapid with a rush

Fate in my face so close that I could grab it with a touch

Make a mistake, then niggas become stagnant with a crutch

I happen to shine

Race done, I'm passin' the line

I'm fully aware, that I could grow in half of the time

You niggas couldn't fuck with me, if you actually tried

This a war, we survivors

You the casualty side, my nigga

I said the love it don't live here

It's cripped in a wheelchair

I still hear my honest thoughts

They honesty are real clear

They told me don't keep givin', if they don't pour back

I'm barely livin', keep takin' out, when I should just stack

They puttin' on acts, dog, so why should I?

A lot of times I gave out

Took out my last, when I really just trying to grind

Lost money tryin' to please those, who don't respect me

When I die, those same people will say, he was a blessing

They say he was a blessing

Until he learned his fucking lesson

Word born nigga