Panic Attack Lyrics

If I'm two minutes late then I have a panic attack

So I'm eternally early I wait by myself in the back

I look around, thinkin' everyone hates me

But when I'm alone, oh who's gonna save me

It's too hard to focus so I dissociate

Count all the calories left on my plate

And I wait til the minute when it's time to leave

Then I can finally breathe

Who do you love when everyone's hurt you

Where do you go when you don't belong

It's too hard to cry so I keep it inside

I smile and play along

And I sing my little songs

Lalalalala

Even my therapist cried when they heard my trauma

My moon and rising hate silence so I create drama

Don't think I deserve all the great things I've had

No matter how good it is I still feel bad

In bed for 12 hours and wake before dawn

somersaults in my mind thinking what could go wrong

And I wait til the minute when it's time to leave

Then I can finally breathe

Who do you love when everyone's hurt you

Where do you go when you don't belong

It's too hard to cry so I keep it inside

I smile and play along

And I sing my little songs

Lalalalala

If I'm two minutes late then I have a panic attack

Who do you love when everyone's hurt you

Where do you go when you don't belong

It's too hard to cry so I keep it inside

I smile and play along

And I sing my little songs

Lalalalala