How Am I Supposed To Feel?/Power Lyrics

How am I supposed to feel when my back's against the wall

How am I supposed to feel when I feel nothing at all how am I

How am I supposed to feel when people lie and say they love me

How am I supposed to feel when I've been feeling so unlucky

How am I supposed to feel when I'm reminded that I'm nothing

How am I supposed to feel

Fuck it, you ain't gotta answer that question I was only asking

Cause I feel these people latching, negative energy on me causing distractions

Lately I've been feeling so distracted, so

Sick to my stomach wondering what has happened

I can feel the pain like having contractions

They've been hating my game, sitting back and relaxing

Laughing at every single move I make

It feels as if I'll never catch a break

Cause people would rather be fake and hate on everything I do behind the scenes

So it seems, they waste all their energy being enemies

And pretend to be a friend to me

I always thought my music was riveting

But I've come to notice everyone just wants to get rid of me (Power)

They don't wanna feel my pain, but that's okay

Cause I'm gonna make them all stop

Tryna get inside of my brain and switch my lane

But I ain't never gonna stop tryna find me

Honestly, I don't care if you like me

Yeah, cause I'ma always stay real

So tell me, how am I supposed to feel

How am I, how am I, how am I, how am I supposed to feel

How am I, how am I, how am I, how am I supposed to feel

How am I supposed to feel when all these people are crowding me

How am I supposed to feel with all these people surrounding me

How am I supposed to feel when all these people are doubting me

Telling me I'll never make it, then they say that they proud of me

Listen, you're all a bunch of walking contradictions

Go ahead and talk about me, I don't have to listen

You hide behind your lies, the truth will just compromise your mission

Of you trying to take me out, but wouldn't be a wise decision

For you to make, truly fake, if you think about it

You say I'm great, then start to hate, cause you can't live without it

I would say that you'd get better, but I highly doubt it

It might just take a while for you to see that I'm astounding

Straying away from the way I was living, I'm opening up on the gift I was given

I know that Ive sinned, but I know I'm forgiven

You thought I was done, this is just the beginning

I'm losing myself even though I've been winning

My thoughts will be turning, my head will be spinning

They happy, they hating, they thinking I'm timid

They thought I was done, this is just the beginning

It's real

Yeah, it's real

How am I supposed to feel

How

Just tell me

How am I supposed to feel

Power