aftermath Lyrics

What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma?

What the fuck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama?

I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope

I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope

Why you mad when you said you don't care?

Don't be sad when life isn't fair

I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar

Finally found the finality I've been reaching

The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching

I know I repeat myself a lot and I'll repeat it again

I don't give a fuck but where the fuck have you been

Help me out I'm limping and I'm full of pain

I don't care anymore I guess I'm going insane

Every day I stop and I think about you

It's been so long since I've seen you

I hate that I never fucking see you

I fucking miss you, I fucking miss you

I hate not being with you, my obsession

I try and stop but it's a lingering depression

I speak in murder but it's because I can't have you

It's my anger because I can't have you

Unrequited love is the worse kinda sad

I don't give fuck and I know that's bad

Really need to understand what's going on inside

Especially when I'm considering fucking suicide

Not eternal but I will definitely have my day

Stop trying to control me and tell me what to say

Have I done enough, did I say the right thing?

I know I'm coming hard like a fucking king

Stop trying me, stop trying me, stop trying me

Why can't you finally just leave me be?

Please stay away, stay away forever please

Stay awake forever, can't sleep forever please

What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma?

What the fuck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama?

I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope

I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope

Why you mad when you said you don't care?

Don't be sad when life isn't fair

I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar

Finally found the finality I've been reaching

The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching

What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma?

What the fuck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama?

I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope

I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope

Why you mad when you said you don't care?

Don't be sad when life isn't fair

I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar

Finally found the finality I've been reaching

The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching