alive Lyrics

Baby where did you go?

You know I need you, won't you come back home? (oh)

I don't like being alone

Sometimes it feel like I'm the only person I know, oh (yeah)

Um, had to go MIA

I had to lay low for a minute

Take my time with this shit

All the friends I made back when I was 18

Think I'm fucking crazy

And you don't wanna see my face

But I don't wanna find somebody else to be there for

Mm, mm

Darling sometimes

Sometimes I wonder if it's passing me by

Do I really love you or do you keep me high?

Am I really living or am I just alive? (Alive)

Alive? (Alive)

Taking adderall for breakfast

Guess I really got a motherfuckin' deathwish

Used to dream of going out at 27

Oh, the things that I would do for attention

Shoulda never let a motherfucker play me

But I was only 18

Can you really blame me?

Ditched my first love for a daydream, mm

No wonder I'm going fucking crazy

God damn bitch, I can't take it

Don't know how to be alone

Man, I get anxious

I said I wouldn't text you but I might 'cause I'm faded, yeah

Maybe I could get you to a second location, yeah

Darling sometimes

Sometimes I wonder if it's passing me by

Do I really love you or do you keep me high?

Am I really living or am I just alive? (Alive)

Alive? (Alive)

Don't know your number but I need you tonight

Spent half my summer getting fucked up inside

Like am I even living or am I just alive? (Alive)

Alive? (Alive)

I don't wanna be so, be so

I don't wanna be so lonely

How'd I lose all my homies?

I just want real love, y'all are just phony

I don't wanna be so lonely (lonely)

I don't wanna be so lonely