ONLY YOU (refreshed) Lyrics

Never should've let someone affect me this much

Never should've let the blade connect to my arm

Never should've let this smoke into my lungs

Never should've let myself take it this far

And never again will I invite somebody into my life

No new fucking friends till I die

And I might, I might

I might murder everybody so I don't wanna kill myself

I am become death, you get murked, and then reeled to Hell

Watch your nails break as you're dragged down

I drop the fucking bag, now the cat's out

I might murder everybody so I don't wanna kill myself

Murder-murder-murder-murder, I don't wanna kill myself

Kill myself, kill-kill-kill, I am become death

I might-I might-I might-I might, I don't wanna kill myself

Trash on my bed, tryna sleep while pics of you flash in my head on repeat

I'm so sick of you clouding every second of sobriety with guilt and shame

I keep tryna heal and change, but I still fucking feel the same

I don't want this, I don't want this, I don't want this, fucking leave

Only way you'll leave my mind is if I keep stuffing trees

So I get keyed up 'cause it locks you out

It's so quick and fucking easy, I won't stop for now

So I shave my face and file my nails, get fat on candy, rot my teeth

Hide inside until I'm pale and down another energy drink

'Cause every time I close my eyes to go to sleep, I see you

And I don't wanna hurt, so I don't fucking wanna dream too

And I don't know anything about emotions

But I'm pretty sure that I am not supposed to feel

This mix of anger with this much depression

So just to make sure I don't go to Heaven

Murder everybody so I don't wanna kill myself

I am become death, you get murked, and then reeled to Hell

Watch your nails break as you're dragged down

I drop a fucking bag, now the cat's out

I might murder everybody so I don't wanna kill myself

Murder-murder-murder, I don't wanna kill myself

Kill myself, kill-kill-kill, I am become death

I might-I might-I might-I might, I don't wanna kill myself

So save yourself, I'm falling

Save yourself I'm falling

Save yourself, I'm falling

Save yourself, I'm falling

So save yourself, I'm falling

Save yourself I'm falling

Save yourself, I'm falling

Save yourself, I'm falling