To Be Lyrics

Is this what you want?

Is this who you want to be now?

And if so, how?

Black out all my thoughts

My desires and my urges

We need the courage

White lights against me

So bright and blinding

And I can't even think

Is this what you want me to be?

I've never noticed

Just how the light feels

Even when it burns

After this will I still be me?

Relapse keeps me in

Tempting and relieving until

I fall out of the spell

Familiarity

Can feel so safe and sound

But I know

It fades, ebbs and flows

White lights against me

So bright and blinding

And I can't even think

Is this what you want me to be?

I've never noticed

Just how the light feels

Even when it burns

After this will I still be me?

If this is what it takes

For my pieces to stay together

I'll burn forever