Youngstown 95 ft. J. Rene Lyrics

Seen my brother in a casket I knew death was real

I held his kids but I'm just glad my nigga wasn't killed

Adderall and pink moscato, I don't wanna feel

Had no proper time to cope but prayer keeps me healed

William page woulda told me it's just part of life

Moving so strategic, making moves to get my family right

Niggas wanna be the boss until to you pay the price

Saving every coin, the biggest thing is faith and sacrifice

I seen niggas eatin' round me never gave a slice

Seen my mother date some men but they ain't treat her right

I seen dealers selling hard but then they turned to hypes

Father use to preach to all his kids but never held a mic

My grandparents was the last I seen of happy marriage

Every time my niggas go to church they got obituaries

Last name is french as hell I never been to Paris

Life confusing as a teen when you just lost a parent

Shout out Tev he always give me the real

I'd rather get some brutal honesty then beating my ears

Money moves and timeless music be my convos with Tizz

My nigga Tana copped a beamer he ain't work in some years

Forreal

Pandemic to a bandemic

He ain't riding for you like a broken transmission

Niggas posting all these women but my man's hit em

And I know that we all creatives but the brand different

Forreal

Youngstown in 95 is when a king was born

Pages up on Ellenwood we chillin' with my mother's mom

Grace page I call amazing grace

I'm just glad she seen Obama 'fore she passed away

That's my baby that's my heart she lived till '83

Broke her legs so they removed it took it like a G

But that was 2015 this year we buried G

I get drunk and close my eyes and hear him in my sleep

Shout out to my brother Desmond but we hardly speak

But I know niggas working I know no one's perfect

The money may be coming quick but I don't never purchase

Niggas upping 20 balls and then go broke for splurging

Stupid

Gotta prove it when you never had it

These rapper niggas is my children you can call them bastards

Cause I don't care to build a bond you boys are not a factor

27 years of life this an amazing chapter

Sheeeeesh

Your seeds are planted on the west side

Where adversity looks like your best side

Don't hide your stained and unwashed petals

Don't cry

It never rains on this side

It never rains on the west side

See, growth looks beautiful on you

My Flower Child

Because growth was taken from you

Birthed through the concrete

You've happened to overcome and succeed

While you were stepped on their feet never brought you to your knees

Flower Child disappeared in the city

Spreading the seeds

DNA in the stems to remind you again

It never rains on this side

We don't cry, we multiply

Spread our petals like butterflies

Listen to her testify

There's no love in the wild

But you made it out, my Flower Child