lose Lyrics

I see someone

That's gonna go very far

You might be at a little

Stop, or a bump

A little hiccup in the road

But

DND don't hit me up

Less soda for my double cups

More ganja for my fallen lungs

Don't fault me I'm in pain

I'm just sipping what I bottled up

Don't say you think you're not enough

Or tell me that we not in love

Just stay and keep me sane

It's to late to change

Demons on my back and on my chain

Dark clouds never rest

You know that every day it rains

And I would read to you my past

But I can never find the page

So I guess I might've torn it out

In a fit of rage

But I'm cool now, I guess

I'm feeling like I use to

Could be good or bad cause

I'm sure he had a loose screw

Couldn't fall in love

You don't want a hoe to use you

Least it's not

"Oh you should be happy if she choose you to use"

Sad boy, sing me the blues

Cuz you preaching to the choir

If you singing in my shoes

Ain't beat myself up enough

Cuz he'd come back from any bruise

I look me in the eyes and say

"You don't know when to lose, don't you?"

I know but it's just like

You deserve better, you know?

Say you just don't know when to quit

If every day you feel like shit

And life is nothing but a bitch

Then why go on?

On each one of your wrists you got an itch

That you can scratch with every slit

But the blade never connects where it belongs

I know you sick of talking to yourself

And it's a fact he wants you dead

So you just put what's in your head

Up in a song

Now If I was to leave, don't ever say that I was wrong

Just say you understand

I'm way too high

But try to save me if I ever land

But you can't send a single scripture I ain't read

I was on my knees

Praying to a god I don't believe

My emotions died

Hella numb, I couldn't even grieve

And they send saints to war

So you can never blame my deeds

Karma wasn't there

If he was then karma wasn't fair

Had to be a man

From I was nine I had to grow a pair

I'm not forcing you to listen

I don't care if you don't care

Cuz I could boo myself

Louder than you hoes could ever cheer

I'm

Facing facts and downing Everclear

Till my piss is clear as ever

And at least 30 prof

Cause I could tell to you a joke

But I'll forever tell the truth

That's the manner that I move

And I'll forever keep it couth my nigga

You may not think so

But this is not your final destination

Sometimes drinking to myself

Hurts more than thinking to myself

And I just do it both to even out the odds

I know that I should find myself a girl

To hold and offer her the world

But I can't give my heart to each and any broad

That shit made of gold

Shattered by attacks

And I can't fix it, so I pack a bowl

Every day a different problem

Popping out like whack a mole

And when I say I'm tired

They say, "Of what? You acting old"

That's fucked up

Honestly I'm only still alive

Because of dumb luck

And I won't say it all to plague your mind

That's what I summed up

Somehow I'm always finding room to wine

When I'm rum drunk

But in the end I always say I'm fine

I'm fine

So everything I said before's benign

Besides

It's something that you wouldn't even muse

Even the darkest minds got hidden hues

And now I've finally seen the color of a fool

I look me in the eyes and say

"You don't know when to lose, don't you?"