violated! ft. Charloux Lyrics

Six months since you still want the hoodie back

I thought you'd get the memo when I never gave a text back

Sorry, but I don't really feel bad

Goddamn it, all my friends said it wouldn't last

That was back in December, my blood went cold that winter

My brain split from the center

Fragment to remember

Being held down

Forced to take it

Because you wouldn't take "No." as my answer

Fuck, I like my liquor good with a chaser

Like it's my hyper fixation

I think you knew and took advantage of that

You took advantage of me

After that I felt so unclean, I had to scrub at my body for hours

Just to try to make it feel right, feel right

But it never fucking feels right, feels right

Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated

Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away

Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated

Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away

See my body float above it

Leave it empty

You know you want it gone

Oh, gone

Oh God

Oh, why do I, why do I do this to myself

I can't say

Honestly, I feel so strange

Never got used to the pain

Oh, tell me why you do that to me

Ice cold veins

Ever since it hasn't been the same, I can feel myself degrade

I'm confined in the walls, suffocated by my loss

I'm in awe about the cost, I guess I'll never be okay

Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated

Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away

Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated

Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away

I can't say

Honestly, I feel so strange

Never got used to the pain

Oh, tell me why you do that to me

Ice cold veins

Ever since it hasn't been the same, I can feel myself degrade

I'm confined in the walls, suffocated by my loss

I'm in awe about the cost, I guess I'll never be okay

Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated

Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away

Never in my life have I ever felt so violated, violated

Had to take a couple months just to hide away, hide away