DELUSIONS Lyrics

Help me understand it, how did I fall for a girl like you?

It doesn't add up

Not making any sense, why did I love somebody that is like you?

And that says a whole lot

About my character, that's cause my past makes me feel worthless

So why would I find?

Someone genuine, When you can love someone who treats you like shit

Even though shit is what I'm not

Thats where it's fucked up

My head has got it all wrong

I know what's right in this situation

But when I fall I really fall

I'm not the type to give up

My ego doesn't let me

Treat me like shit one more time

Then come love me

I can't be out here thinking like that

Please just shut off your delusions

She just thinks that you're a joke

I wish you could turn off your emotions

I told you I was down to talk

You told me pull to the spot

But you had other plans in mind

You really tried to set me up

That's so on brand for you

It's pathetic and sad

That I keep running back to you

Just hoping shit has changed

Help me understand it, how did I fall for a girl like you?

It doesn't add up

Not making any sense, why did I love somebody that is like you?

And that says a whole lot

About my character, that's cause my past makes me feel worthless

So why would I find?

Someone genuine, when you can love someone who treats you like shit

Even though shit is what I'm not

That's what I tell myself, I feel like I deserve it

So paint me how you want but you're the one I dreamed of being with

Tell me how it makes sense

You kissing me on my face

Saying that you feel safe

Tell me what is that about?

When I look back to the past, I think about how we met in December

Remember?

You wanted to chill with me at the mall

You said you liked the new me and how I control my anxiety

You had me thinking maybe we can do this

Turns out I'm just stupid

I hate that I have to write this song

But I need to let it out

It's been two years since we called it off

You the vibes, we in and out

Help me understand it, how did I fall for a girl like you?

Cause it doesn't add up

Not making any sense, why did I love somebody that is like you?

And that says a whole lot

About my character, that's cause my past makes me feel worthless

So why would I find

Someone genuine, when you can love someone who treats you like shit

Even though I know I'm not

Even though I know Im not

I know I'm not