Anxiety Lyrics

I just wanna know why

I cannot love myself

I tried so hard

I tried all my life

But I seem to only

Can hear you all laugh

As i get what i deserve

What is this

original sin

I can't seem to

to recognise?

What have i ever done

To deserve this?

Why must i be so weak?

Why must I find the only relief

Through salted tears

Imbibed in grief?

Am i the monster that i fear,

The tall dark skinny shadow

Following my steps?

Am I the ghost that haunts the castle?

Am i the demon

Promoting my suicide?

I just know

That I don't want somebody

To laugh with anymore

I just want

Somebody to cry on their chest,

The curtains to close

And live who wanna live

I just want

This ever-long

Anxiety

To leave my body

Or I to leave it/ a right to leave it

I just want

The world

To let me be

The curtains to close

And live who wanna live

But I'm out

What is this

Original sin

I can't seem to

To recognise?

What have i ever done?

Am i the monster that i fear,

The tall dark skinny shadow

Following my steps?

Am I the ghost that haunts the castle?

Am i the demon

Promoting my suicide?

I just want

This ever-long

Anxiety

To leave my body

Or I to leave it/ a right to leave it

I just want

The world

To let me be

The curtains to close

And live who wanna live

But I'm out