Tears On My Pillow Lyrics

I'm the kind of lover that you won't see walking in front of you

I like to sneak up through the back door just to get a glimpse of your view

Maybe I should be more vocal 'bout my feelings

Baby mind reading isn't a speciality for most

I'm afraid to say that

I'm a man and I have my guard up

Can do the small talk, but I'm losing my babydoll

The tears on my pillow

They run down deep and spill out like a willow

Disoriented, I don't know the deal though

Jittering but still closed

Crushed and broken

I'm the kind of lover that you won't hear from in a month or two

Ending all friendships and connections for all reasons that I couldn't explain to you

When's the last time that I felt

Something deeper could emerge,

Am I hurting and holding back my feelings?

You could call this a curse,

In my past life I must have been given it all and hurt myself

I hurt myself

The tears on my pillow

They run down deep and spill out like a willow

Disoriented, I don't know the deal though

Jittering but still closed

Crushed and broken

The tears on my pillow

They run down deep and spill out like a willow

Disoriented, I don't know the deal though

Jittering but still closed (I'm losing my babydoll)

Crushed and broken

This big man is too lost for words

I'm usually the type who makes it work

But I need to find the curve

You're blind and not knowing how it feels inside of my mind