spiders IV Lyrics

I could barely see

You've been on mind and I'm drowning in the deep

End, where our love could have never came to meet

I'm reaching for the home that which you been on to me

Me

Me

Me

Me

Me

Me

Me

Me

Yeah, I would've gone, if that's what you want

Yeah, tell me the wrongs of what I could have done

Yeah, I'm getting so lost yeah, I needed to hold on

Yeah, grabbing my arm mm, no I needed someone else

Yeah yeah, there's nothing better than to fall in

My hands go cold with the velvet

Of your clothes I'm just waiting for the outlet

We stay so far, now that it's been helpless

Now that it's been helpless

Now that it's been helpless

Now that it's been helpless

Now that it's been helpless

With the windows locked I pray the safety of us

Missing all of my friends and every bridge that I've cut

Hoping you understand that you still got all my love

Got you all on my mind never losing that trust

I can't decide what I do

I've fallen right here where you started too

I am no different, just human like you

I just own up my own problems, no queues

Something about the days I couldn't get it off

My body is getting weaker, I'm afraid that I will rot

Maybe I don't go outside enough or had a hug

I'm getting so much closer and closer to drugs

Standing and hoping you decipher the words

The fear and the terror you left with a burn

I can't fathom on what you want to me turn

It's like this love is just made for a curse

I've had enough

Back, back when I thought it was okay

I'm coping hard and I think I'm 'bout to break

No, no tears rolling down my face

Counting the days that I wish I could erase

Bringing out the worst of me paralyzed by you

Nothing seems to be like the honest truth

Nothing like the honest truth

Wonder by the end of time will i have to look

If you're still right there and what it took

If i knew what it took

Singing what's deep in the lair I could take that step

I'm not really prepared but I'm feeling reckless

What you feel is the question

Seeing with the way you act, I fear an attack

Even without a word I feel the tension

Tearing up all my friendships

I see the spiders crawling my walls

Silhouettes of you I might drop

And I can't stop

I might fall

I might fall

I might fall

I might fall

I might fall

I might fall

I might fall

I might fall