To My Ex Lyrics

A letter to anonymous

Hope you well

Would've said yo name but

You know I don't kiss and tell

And you know me well enough

To put the pieces in the places you feel they dwell

Same way you put me on the shelf

Next to mental health

And yo troubled childhood that I helped create

That was my mistake

Not much we can do with this hand we dealt

When it's time to play

I'm sorry that you didn't get the picket fences right out the gate

I'm sorry that I met you through superficial means

And I'm sorry that I'm still sorry after weeks upon weeks

From my knees so weak to we hardly can speak

From we lose all control in these moments

You own me and never let me go till yo love took over me

When I was making promises I knew I never could keep

And running mouths had some secrets to leak

And I was stuck between the lines

Like don't read

Conversations in sheets

I don't want to keep in touch if I can't keep you in reach

And that's real

Too real

Not like the blue pill

Like them pills that you took when we was on plan Z

When we started talking bout family and obligations

That's when I packed my bags and across the nation

I found myself

But you found somebody else

I ain't need nobody else

I was going out alone

You brought someone else along

That's a trip, I was gone

It's so crazy how it goes

But I still go with the flow

As the ship break

Still hope that you make it safe

Only got one takeaway

Way too many mistakes

Scars that last eternally

Memories that fadeaway

Stuck up in this mood meaning a couple things never change

Always feel like April showers just another rainy day

I might go to Vancouver cause I need to getaway

And that's not a random place

Kiss and tell, I never say

Young heart throbs just

Hoping that they never break

That's why it's crush right

We can't get enough I

Had you feeling down bad

Now you acting up tight

I can't make this up but I bet I make you blush

Why did you give in

Why did we give up

We was more than friends

Didn't need a title

Promise ain't judge cause you didn't read a Bible

That was not the point

That was just a touch

In over our heads

Did I over step

Did He over see

I wonder bout it

What's the missing piece

We so childish was it really meant to be

Or was it as simple as sitting in a tree

K.I.S.S.I.N.G

And picking leaves like

Do you love me or love me not

In yo heart you still love me cause it ain't no room doubt

No you never moved me out there's just intruders in the house

Wasn't lying when you said I'm the one you can't live without

And that's why you listen now

Listen well, smile

We don't gotta talk

I know I make you proud

I'm sending hugs and kisses

Cause you know I miss you

To my Ex

Omega initials

P.S.

Please

Keep this between us

I got more to say

But now I'll keep it

Respond when you can

I hope you well

But until then

Note to myself

Mega