revisited (Never Again) Lyrics

I felt every type of love

But still, I fucked myself asleep Tonight

To remind myself what's real

I feel like I lost it all when I gained My freedom

If loves a game

You know I'm winning,

I'd rather kill it with the bitterness From yesterday

It takes time for that hurt to sink in

I knew from the start, I'd love you More

Yeah, it's a romantic kind of lonely

One these bony fingers are used to

Glued to the possibility of Tomorrow

And a past filled with Pabst Decisions

Like a ribbon of faith, a sliver of Hope

A regrettable mistake and uncanny taste of love on the tongue

But none in the heart

The bottle drip drop as the fight starts

In my hand and in my heart

I'm killing the demon, this is the Hardest part

It's the calm of the winter storm

From the safety of the back porch

Blacking out in a whiteout

Smoking wine and drinking Cigarettes

Not caring about win or lose

Or untied shoes

The relief that comes at the cost of chaos

A flower in the stone, a sword in The stand

A bird in the bath, and there's Blood on those hands

Yeah, there's blood on those hands

From the king of the creatures

The late night features, a man in the bleachers

A fan without sneakers

Sit around and medicate

Three days to grace, but I turn the other way

I've felt every type of - shit

I've loved everything

But I gave it all away as well

And I don't want to think about it

I don't want to feel a certain way

Keep it on autopilot

To keep the flame lit

Just tell me I'm enough

You don't have to mean it

But it's the only phrase worth hearing

I'm going 40 on the freeway

Living my life like Frank Sinatra

You look at me like I'm life and Death

Rolled into one

You talk to me like a child

You make me your daddy

You worship my stain

And feel my pain

I will haunt you forever

Be in your memories forever

Like a..

To your side, split the thorn

I'm feeling lost

I don't know

What you want

What you want

The voices in my head

They promise to go away in the morning

All I need to do is sleep

But it's the morning and they're still here

Screaming in the back

Shouldn't have done this, Shouldn't have done that

All I want is for them to fade to Black

All I want is to fade to black

All I want is to fade to black

I'm feeling a little lost

And I don't know

What you want

What you want

What you want

But I don't know what I want either so...

Let me lay it all down like this