Investiture Lyrics

Clothed in something more regal

In a bright place vaguely celestial

I see my friends and family

All together waiting there for me

That's about where the dream ends

I wake up from ecstasy to demons

The same ones I thought were dead

Are making their way into my head

Wash away my silhouette

I haven't found my courage yet

Let me drown in my regrets

Burn what's left of my heart and we'll forget

Count this erasure as the last letter I

Never sent cause I was too caught in my

Head down I wear frowns and I am scared

That I'll never make it back to heaven

I'm addicted and numb

And I know that it's dumb

But I can't quite let myself go of me

Do I deserve this investiture cause

I'm unsure what it's all for

Do I float through the ceiling?

Or fall to the ground?

I feel less like a seraph ascending and

More like a shooting star

Like a crashing car

Please save me Father tonight

You said that you would save me

But I never thought you would

Would lay your life on the line

For anyone especially me

Maybe it's time to look up

But the sky still looks sable tonight

Tonight I saw the clouds part

And I thought I heard a voice say

I would never give up on you

But I need you to hold on too me

Count this erasure as the last letter I

Never sent cause I was too caught in my

Head down I wear frowns and I am scared

That I'll never make it back to heaven

I'm addicted and numb

And I know that it's dumb

But I can't quite let myself go of me

Do I deserve this investiture cause

I'm unsure what it's all for

Do I float through the ceiling?

Or fall to the ground?

I feel less like a seraph ascending and

More like a shooting star

Like a crashing car

Please save me Father tonight