flight risk Lyrics

I've been sleeping in late

I've been eating in bed

I've been lying awake

Day dreaming of death

Delusional I know

I break my own heart with things I made up in my head

Voices fill my brain

With words to me I know you've never said

Still I

Try not to love you too much

Try not to need you at all

When I start craving your touch

I start ignoring your call

When your tone's changed the slightest

I worry you're a flight risk

I'm scared to love you too much

Don't wanna need you at all

Think I should go back to therapy

Feel these feelings so scarily

Holding on but just barely

Man this shit is embarrassing

Last one got me fucked up

Had to rearrange the ways that I show love

Changed my opinions on things I don't know of

Now I

Try not to love you too much

Try not to need you at all

When I start craving your touch

I start ignoring your call

When your tone's changed the slightest

I worry you're a flight risk

I'm scared to love you too much

Don't wanna need you at all

Try not to love me too much

Try not to need me at all

'Cause I start fucking this up

When I start giving my all

When I feel the highest

That's when I am a flight risk

I'm gonna love you too much

'Til I can't love you at all