...and I despair Lyrics

I feel how I feel

Crafting my own sigh

I seek what I seek

in my own fear of dark

I see through my dreams

While I'm looking through the eyes of a stranger

Is it real can i feel

I am crying for my soul

I see what i see

Blinding my own mind

I seek through my dreams

In despair

I'm bleeding thoughts on a paper

I'm reaching for the surface

This time I will make it up in time

Is it false or a sainted memory

In me it crawls, it screams

I'm reaching for the surface

This time I will make it up in time

Is it false or a sainted memory

It's got a hold on me

and I despair

I fear what I fear

emptiness inside of of me

I seek for my clarity

My mind shooting blanks

In the depths of my silence

Creeping there within my innocence

I am what i am

Just another straying soul

I dream that i'll see

One day future bright as gold

Still I feel I'm not me

But a shadow of myself in this darkness

Im reaching for the surface

This time I will make it up in time

Is it false or a sainted memory

In me it crawls, it screams

Im reaching for the surface

This time I will make it up in time

Is it false or a sainted memory

It's got a hold on me

and I despair

How I feel

I'm freezing up my soul

All for you

Give up my wings to see you fly!

How you feel

Isn't important

All you try

World turned upside down

Despair!

Reaching for the surface

This time I will make it up in time

Is it false or a sainted memory

In me it crawls, it screams

I'm reaching for the surface

This time I will make it up in time

Is it a false or a sainted memory

It's got a hold on me

…and I despair