Pensive feelings lately

Pessimistic maybe

Penciled in defensive fencing methods hoping that can save me

Pen prevention

Doubts is crazy

Not mention

Visions hazy

Less than twenty twenty

See my inbox empty

Times alone is plenty

Me myself and I

For introductions

More time its goodbye reductions

Quick deductions must've been obstruction for their own construction

Minus all my effort

Now I'm back to desert

Island living where there I am legend

I am reckoned

I am giving more of myself

How I'm living

Unforgiving

Can't let go of past events the scars I'm bringing

Clinging

Still they stinging

Blinking

Thinking

Can't believe my eyes

They feeling moisturised

But can't be moist that voiced and normalised

No time for traumatised

No just prioritise it's really simple

Smile see those dimples

Cheese

Frowns will give you wrinkles

See her eyes they twinkle

Mine connect and mingle

Single moment then I been reminded

How I been misguided

We had tried it

Over time was single sided

Feel divided

Broken and just fractured minded

Broken and just fractured minded

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

It's all a choice

I had no power to decide

Without a voice

I'm

Tired of their noise

It's affecting my poise

Muscle memory

For playing with toys

Has been re-wired to

Benefit the machine

It's a mystery

Sometimes I wish that I was history

So they remember me only as I used to be

10 10 smiles

And the kindness from my heart

Hadn't turned so hard

And my potential hadn't turned

To me dropping the bar

Honestly

All I have is my bars

When I put it in a track

It's not attention seeking

When I tell em

Bout the pain

How nobody ever screams my name

How the loneliness I feel

Day to day is insane

I don't feel seen

Except for what I can do

For the p that I make

For the car that I cruise

I'm fearing the day

That I'm truly in a bind

Cause right now I can't come to anybody

For the time

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind

Its all on my mind