Yesterday Lyrics

Fuck, I really, I really messed this up again didn't I

And uh, and I don't know how I keep doing this, I just keep, keep repeating

Fuck

God damn it

Took the old Honda to the thrift store so I could thrift more

Then I flew to the gym so I could lift more

Then it started raining, my eyes started painting a picture

I realized that I didn't miss her

I realized my new life would cost my old one

Old friends call me no fun

On the wrong side of that gun

And yesterday had a realization

Anyways, I need relaxation

Found out I have trouble taking

Things too far, I need meditation

And On occasion, I visualize what I think my life should be like

I take it too far, it isn't right

Dream about it like every night

And lucid dreaming

Explaining what I mean and I cannot describe

What goes on in my mind

I cannot find the time

To make this right in my eyes

Will we ever really make it

Do I even wanna be famous

Or do I wanna be nameless

Stay a loner but, I'm already all alone

Blocked out my old life and broke my phone

I'm Never coming home

In the streets of Manhattan, I don't know this happened

But I feel trapped and can't buy my way home

Told everyone I was on my own

On my own

On my own

On my own