Candlelight Lyrics

Part 1: Smoking, drinking & working out

Writing off heartbreak

Walking on broken glass

The velvet up in flames as i make my way to paris

Escape the metro the moon is the only witness

Walking on broken glass Gina told me to stop throwing them bottles

Lately the vision gets darker no longer glisten i'm searching for sparkles

Dick stay up but the mental stay low

Replaying that night in my mind shit i should've never left home

but deep in the velvet that is where i glow

Yeah, fuck it up, light it up, pour it up, snort it up, bling it up

Watch as the lust go up

Can't write anymore benny got bam stuck

Fill the feelings in the dump truck, ah fuck!

Friends and family screaming at me telling me to wake up

But i'm having problems breaking out of this cycle

This girl telling me that i may need the bible

Drown in the liquor, the pussy, the melodies

Recently none of that helps me with anything

Pain has left now benny ain't left with anything

And i'm in the velvet making the same old songs

Freestyling and fucking what a life this is

Guess that i'm grateful 22 no kids

No melodrama and no baby mama

2 am burn that yokohama

The shit that i do call it psychodrama

Pull up in p8 i pick up shania

Part 2: kneel and say grace.

The velvet up in flames

What a sight to see

Comparisons next to ecstacy

I look in the mirror and i see the end of me

The velvet up in flames say goodbye to the enemy

Honestly when the sun goes down i'm scared

Not sure if i would see it rise again

I hide my fear with this liquor i drink

This liquid, this courage that i can't seem to quit

I feel my days are shorter than before

Counting the minutes, the seconds my fall

But while i'm still here i offer a toast

To my friends and my lovers my family back home

Thank you i love you that's all that i know

Not good with words so i'll just burn my throat

Cheers to the ones that have loved me the most

I'm on the comedown i'm not sure if i'll make it

These visions i see i wish my mom could paint it

But it's hard to explain it

This is amazing but please do not try it

I hope my cousins don't try this at home

Time's running out i guess i gotta go

I guess that i'll see you if heaven permits

Sincerely yours it's your chain smoking poet

Not sure what to say so i guess i'll just end it

Part 3: judge, jury, executioner

These rhymes do not matter if you got it from the chatter

Then fuck around and find out

I'm shifting gears in the lancer i'm looking for answers

You know i love it when it's dark out

I'm yelling fuck an enhancer

And fuck all these labels

88 going in now

Benny diving into this shit too deep

Got lost in the pussy and melodies

And i'm just hoping that rose would save me

But i guess it's too late

"The velvet up in flames what a sight to see"

Part 4: 180mph fueled by six bottles of gin.

The velvet up in flames what a sight to see

I just wish you were here with me

Apologies for the nights i left you on the street

That's the asshole in me, the side of me that i should have never let you see

Wherever you are, i just hope that you're free

Consider this track an apology

For all the nights i made our relationship bleed

And for the days when i just fade away

But even then you chose to stay

Like that one night back in may

I came over to your place drunk

Just to have a little tantrum

Apologies, that's the kid in me

But even then you still humored me

A modern love story in manila

But even though toxicity consumed us

I can't deny what we had was still a

Was still a

A Radiant experience

I miss your hips and i miss your lips

I miss the little kiss marks that you leave on my chin, shit

Writing this just made me think of what could've been

We lost track of time and forgot that we were no longer teens

now i'm driving home and reminiscing of the times we sinned

i'll see you again

but for now please just leave me be

While i write my masterpiece

Accompanied by 6 bottles of gin

Rest in peace.

Cause i know that times been tough

I know that you've been lonely

I know things get hard for you sometimes

When i'm out on the road

And you're all home alone

I wish i can make the stars align

And bring you back to me

Back to me

"He looks determined... without being ruthless.

There's something about him.

He doesn't look like a killer.

He comes across so calm... acts like he has a dream..

Eyes full of passion."

"You don't trust me huh?"

"You know why"

"I do."

"We're not supposed to trust anyone in our profession anyway."

Part 5: ahaha the velvet is purgatory?

Time's up, curtain call

Smoke is clear, liquor cold

I'm too tired to drink too sober to care

Blood on my jeans jealousy all up in the air

Gotta tell myself to slow it down sometime

Once the liquor pours, i lose track of time

Tell me what i gotta do to make you mine

Here i go again you're all that's in my mind

Visions of you dancing in your Calvin Kleins

Cannot describe how you looking so fine

And i know that you're gone but can u give me just one last sign

I just need another rhyme

Then i promise you i'll leave the fives

Just like we talked about

Ain't no discussion now

Not really sure what is real and what's not

All that i know is i cannot get caught

Ice in my veins but the head it stay hot

I'm in this shit too deep someone wake me

I fucked up bad if this the finale

Shifting gears in the Mitsubishi

I'm yelling rose come save me i'm sorry

(Watch where you're stepping)

Watch where you're stepping a rose overdosing

That's the shit that i should've been yelling

The problem with me? Okay i know, i know

I know the solutions do i do it? I don't

I got a loud voice do i use it? I don't

7 months sober? A lie. I'm still using.

You call it abusing? Shit i call it living

Honestly i'm scared most nights i spend crying

The party is over i gotta accept it

Hide all the pain with these drugs and these women

Fuck the pain away, snort the pain away

Tomorrow i'll be okay, it's just another day

(Cliché)

Prolly the most honest shit that i wrote

I keep it pretty when writing these poems

But in this case said fuck it cause nobody listen

Yeah, everybody busy

So fuck it call brandy and search for a party

Simon saya what? No no, Simon been missing

You're talking to benny be scared when he's smiling

Please do not trust him a rose overdosing in the corner he laughing hysterically saying

"Watch where you're stepping" while smoking and drinking.

So when in the velvet just watch where you're stepping

Cause benny he stay there just creeping and lurking

A rose overdosing that's his new addiction

The velvet been burning before the first act

The flame is eternal and benny lit the match.