Asylum Thoughts ft. ELEMENTAL Lyrics

Watching scary movies, hoping it would thrill me

They think they know a lot, but they don't know the real me

Avoiding all these thoughts, they're black just like a T.V.

I've been through a lot, the pain just keeps on healing

I just keep on breathing, I'm trying to fight these bad things

I just keep my faith, and hope they never reach me

I just feel insane, my brain keeps contemplating

Please don't feel a way, I'm tryna change my thinking

I've been feeling sad from the inside and out

When it was getting bad, I had to switch my route

I was in a drought, I need a big amount

I was in my bag, not sleeping on the couch

All these feelings of anger and lust

Depression, aggression, it's getting too much

Confide in my best man, he's never corrupt

My girl is a blessing, but sometimes it's rough, yeah

You got problems, I got problems that we gotta solve

We got some ways of doing things, just hoping it ain't wrong

My thoughts just run so fluently, it's like the water's on

Can never break my energy, I keep on going strong

I just write these verses, I haven't been to churches, in a second

But I know God with me, he's my, secret weapon

With a message I know he won't, keep me guessing

I just gotta learn my lessons

Watching scary movies, hoping it would thrill me

They think they know a lot, but they don't know the real me

Avoiding all these thoughts, they're black just like a T.V.

I've been through a lot, the pain just keeps on healing

Watching what I say, thinking how I act

Felt some type of way, edge of psychopath

Feeling like the Joker, crazy makes you laugh

If I'm getting high, you know I got that gas

I've been going mental, certain things just ain't that simple

Happiness my rental, gotta push when I am able

I've been so unstable, why they watching like I'm cable

If my life's a movie, did you get the thrill you came for