october. Lyrics

October rolled around the corner again

Didn't cross my mind that I would be feeling this

But 2 months later, 12 weeks in

My heart is breaking again, again

I'll admit it now that I'm here

It feels different

Never thought you'd be the one that I would miss

But here I am overthinking

Of what never happened

I'm tearing myself apart over nothing

October has never been colder

Knowing that it was all in my mind

Different states but I made the mistake

All my friends called you mine

My heart is racing, but hasn't skipped a beat

Why is it that I always care so recklessly

Cause 2 months later, 12 weeks in

You're on my mind once again, again

Can't say I know what happened within the first few weeks

But I know it meant something at least for me

But I can't be tied down to all these little things

Guess I'll never know if you ever really liked me

October has never been colder

Knowing that it was all in my mind

Different states but I made the mistake

All my friends called you mine

Every dried-up leaf

Every broken tree

Are reminders of how you hurt me

Now I can not breathe

Knowing all these things

Were just words that meant nothing