Douglas Lyrics

I Love Your Music

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My father looking at me like he can't believe I'm his child

Man I was tripping, wouldn't listen, I was getting wild

My own homies used to say I need to tone it down

My OG told me if I keep on geeking I won't be around

Too much longer

I'm dealing with my karma In the form of baby mama drama

And a couple patnaz

Who started faking the funk

Hating because they won't

Get up off they ass and start making it on their own

So I became the target of all that they hate about themselves

It ain't bothering me

I saw the God in me

I know my wealth

Done helped a couple people, couple times

I needed help myself

Yeah I done slipped up but nah I never fell

I done been through hell and back a hunnit times

I ain't let it break me, maybe once or twice

I just had to shake the crazy up out my life

They say it costs to be the boss and I'll be damned if I ain't pay the price

Late night stressing

Still counting blessings

If it ain't kill me then it had to be a lesson in it

But most cases I ain't get it

I was hard headed

If you ask me how I beat the odds, I'll tell you God did it

I hope that God's willing

To forgive me for the sins that I've committed

Trying to make it in this life I'm living

Graveyard shifting

High noon pitching

Hard by the nickels, I was really on a mission

Ta get up out the hood for good, yeah I was truly wishing

The right set of ears would hear my music and just listen

Me and Juice started spitting

When he got the

keyboard for Christmas And right away we knew that we was different

But it ain't happened as fast as I wanted

So I went off to the army

The shit I've been through to this day it still haunts me

And it costs me my sanity, can it be all so simple

Shit I put my family through I never meant to And my mental ain't the same

From the stress and the strain on the brain

From this game that I played for so long

Hold on

Is what they tell me but I feel like letting go

And I'm on the verge of breaking like them levees down in N O

My kinfolk that used to be ten toes been tripping on me

They the ones who switched

But let them tell it I'm acting different homie

Only God can judge me

By my lonely's how I roll

Born alone, die alone, c'mon you know D.O.

And yo

Lately I've been feeling like I'm failing as a father

Can't seem to cease the beef between my son and daughter

Man that shit is out of order And I'm losing control

On the verge of going crazy man it's draining my soul

When it rains it pours

I don't complain I roll

With the punches even though they come in bunches

I just duck em like it's nothing

Even though they come in bunches I just duck em like it's nothing