Dear God Lyrics

Dear God, why does it when it get Hard I'm always tryna stop

You gave me a new start, but I Departed myself just to find a new Spot

Yeah, the person you sent to me is More than gorgeous to me

Although I live in my head 24-7, I Know she be patient for me

Yeah, yeah, I don't know why I Unleash my wrath

You the only person I have reading My Bible I cannot understand your Disciples

Running around, it's an ever-Ending cycle I don't got no Enemies, but I do got my rivals

I've been popping these tabs, Making me realize I'm on survival

I like the sound of quiet for me, it Starts to get violent

So much I wish to say, so I start a Riot Letting the devil dance with Me, I got heaven

In me So I'm feeling righteous, I Got this bad

Habit to me I need me some help, I Feel like a addict

I pop me a Xanax to help me With All of my panic, shit getting tragic

When I take a puff of this magic My mind's in denial, I've been out Of parts

For a while The devil's been Beating me off of me, feigning

Exchange for my soul Whoa, I said Hell no, I'm just smoking my

Dope So leave me alone, all I see Are chains

So obviously, I'm not the same I Was searching for fortune and Fame

I take me a deep breath, nothing is Numbing the pain

So I smile away, I now understand What we had

Wasn't gonna last if that was the Case Why did you tell me you love Me, then lie to

My face Instead of saying I hate You, I bless you

Instead Our love was surreal, but Fuck it, that bitch

Was evil I'm sorry to all of the People that I disgraced

I promise it wasn't part of the Game Backstabs and betrayals Made me this way

So I hop on my spaceship to watch From range I want to love, but I Have no love for myself

I see it, I live it, so I'm moving Solid Fuck your love, you taught Me and all of these

Drugs Now you out of luck, trying To have me some

Fun With all of these songs, we'll Judge us

To fall Now I'm on beat, this flow Is discreet

Remember back then, I was Walking the street With only one Pair of shoes on my feet

Now look at me, trying to be Something I'm destined to be

Now look at me, I feel like the Man I feel like I'm finally free

Now look at me, I feel like the Man I feel like I'm finally free