midnight thoughts Lyrics

Don't understand this shit, I'd rather be dead There's so much going on inside of my head

Don't understand why I still feel like a mess

There's nothing more that I really regret

Needed your help, but you not texting me back

Wanted your love, but you can't even do that

I can't trust nobody, I got too attached

And I can never talk to no one, they're always mad

And you can't even lie, we getting older

It's going to take way too much to get over

I know you miss when you ain't on my shoulder

How do you think that this could ever bring us closer

And I been in my mind all the time

One day maybe we can get this right

There's way too much trauma, I don't wanna fight

But really I guess that's a part of life

Honestly, I don't know why I told you

A whole lot of shit that I wasn't supposed to

I'm not that type, I would never try to expose you

Don't wanna be like this, but yeah, I miss the old you

They say they hate who I am, now they miss the old me

Don't turn your back to these people, they actin' phony

And I don't open up to no one, but a handful of my homies

Talked to the beat, I told it everything I went through

Now she blowin' up my phone, sayin' I hate you

Leave them alone, cause I know bitches Unfaithful

Don't know what happened, but the outcome is so fatal

Everything I got in life, man, I'm so grateful

I woke up with a feelin', it was so painful

Keep fallin' over, I can't ever stay stable

Keep fallin' over, it's not easy for me

But what's the point of you being with me

Your love is toxic, it's not what I need

And I don't even think you got time for me

Why is it so hard to just get over me?

Why is it so hard to just say what you mean?

She said, if I'm so toxic, then why don't you Leave?

Yeah, think I'ma do just that I got too trapped Inside my mind and now I can't go back

It's way too hard trying to go forward when You're stuck in the past

Gave up on lookin' for you cause I'll never know where you at