Fucked (Up) Lyrics

I remember in the summer, drinking our bag of wine

We were young and we were dumber, and I can't turn back the time

I never really had you, did I ever really want you

You broke my heart and I never ever ever wanna go through that again

I hate you and your friends

The way you always said the we would carry on

And this would never end

I wanna know, what you got to say

Cause I wanna see you again someday

You oughta know

The way that I feel, it's so unreal

Your still gone and I keep getting older

The harder this gets the less I stay sober

You're all I know now this feeling of closure

Is what's left behind I, wish it was over

I'm starring at my phone

Got nowhere to go

The night goes on and I'm all alone

Fucked up

Don't know right from wrong

I sit in my room and I write you these songs

I've been feeling more dead than alive

25 got eyes on the prize, yeah yeah

Shit's tough I'm tryna survive

But when the lights turn off I ask please don't revive

It's like I woke up one day and my feelings just sucked

I'll be praying that I'll wake up and my head won't be fucked

If you see me with my heater you can bet it's not tucked

Cause all my thoughts are corrupt and I'm about to erupt

Your still gone and I keep getting older

The harder this gets the less I stay sober

You're all I know now this feeling of closure

Is what's left behind I, wish it was over

I'm starring at my phone

Got nowhere to go

The night goes on and I'm all alone

Fucked up

Don't know right from wrong

I sit in my room and I write you these songs