Mourning the Death of You (Demo) Lyrics

I'm scared that I'm getting sick

I guess that's not really a problem

If I wasn't such a massive bitch

I'm scared getting numb

I can't really feel a thing

Unless I touch myself to try and

Come down from my lonely house

I need to find a better place

A better room

A better life

A better couch

The verse is way too long

I wish that I was better

At writing stupid fucking songs

Do you feel the way I do

When I show up in your rearview?

Are you still hearing the news

That I am done mourning the death of you?

Now is not the time to react

I finally reached a place

Where I feel like somebody has my back

And I'm too good at lies

At grinning wide

Flashing my eyes

And letting people get between my

Thighs closed from the drugs you take

Cold, shivering

No you don't need another fucking tolerance break

And I've been here too long

I wasn't supposed to see sixteen

And now I'm about to leave my home

Home

Home

Do you feel the way I do

When I show up in your rearview?

Are you still hearing the news

That I am done mourning the death of you?

Oh

The death of you

Do you feel the way I do

When I show up in your rearview?

Are you still hearing the news

That I am done mourning the death of you?

Death of you