stay by myself Lyrics

I dont really talk about it cuz ain't nothing to talk about

Can't say I'm lost without you, all I did was lost a partner

But that done happened too many times, fuck do I look like falling behind?

I done been through all of these tries of figuring out what the fuck is mine

I done heard that I don't deserve nothing

Don't get what I prefer, what if?

Stop bitching bout all the shit that's happening and wait for your fucking turn,brother

Still ain't nothing going on

They don't even fucking hear my songs

Took a different path, don't know right or wrong

It goes on and on

So I'mma stay by myself

Yea I'mma stay by myself

Yea I'm gonna stay by myself

Just gonna stay by myself

Yea I'mma stay by myself

Just gonna stay by myself

Just gonna stay by myself

Yea just gonna stay by myself

(No)

You gon slide? (No)

You gon ride? (No)

Ride or die? (No)

Who you find?

(No one, no one)

Really? No one?

Boy you fuckin trippin, get the fuck out your emotions

Yea, tryna convince myself ain't nothing wrong with being broken

Every night I be toking, even when I'm grounded bitch I stay floating

Makes me so mad, seeing everybody fucking winning when I'm not

Keep moving with the waves, need to define where I mark my spot

But who the hell's gonna be proud? Did they ever fucking reach out?

No, well fuck you too then bitch

In my way, you can move then bitch

I could never fucking lose lil bitch

Never really needed you lil bitch

Hit my line, bitch who is this?

I don't know, cuz I been incredible

Gotta climb higher just to reach my pedestal

Always gonna tell you that I'm better than you

You and pussy looking real identical, yo

See me trying to be so relatable but I be tired of just always faking bro

Still hating but I don't be saying nothing, I'mma just make it home

So I'mma stay by myself

Yea I'mma stay by myself

Yea I'm gonna stay by myself

Just gonna stay by myself

Yea I'mma stay by myself

Just gonna stay by myself

Just gonna stay by myself

Yea just gonna stay by myself

I keep hearing all this advice goddamn near everywhere that I look

They keep telling me to be happy and do what nobody else could

They say my life is my life as much as it is their life and they're right and I try but I never seem to just feel fine

It's hard doing so much, expectations gotta keep up

Always holding shit over my head thinking I won't ever do enough

Bitch I made my fucking self and I ain't ever need your help

No one care about what you care about, you ain't never left your shell

I ain't been that much of a fighter but I can take it there if you test me

Ask anybody that text me, know that shit could always get messy

But I ain't here to make threats, y'all go right, I'm tryna go left

Is it so crazy that I'm hating all the time I spend behind desks?

They keep telling me that it's my life and I could do whatever I want

But all I really wanna do is have some fucking fun

And increase my fucking funds to the point where y'all be stunned

And all this fake friendly shit is done so I don't gotta answer to no one

I don't really think about all the consequences to my actions

Trigger points in the hidden noise and I start getting distracted

Can't turn into a disaster, bitch I am the fucking master

I need me in your memories in this life and way after

Cuz I am so impactful, might need to build me a statue

They say you gotta earn it to deserve it, but y'all be doing it backwards

See I'm tryna gain some traction, but I still feel like I'm lacking

Cuz I can't ever seem to find the time to focus on my passions

It's like life is just stuck in this boring ass little loop

Where you can't piss nobody off, or else you gonna get screwed

Always gotta play by the rules, always gotta pay your fucking dues

Always gonna be someone that gonna hold that power over you

So what more can I do? Except be aware that life is so cruel

And just keep grinding til I got the ability to choose my next moves

Ye said "Shoot for the moon", P said "I could do it too"

So I guess believing in myself is really all I gotta do

Keep betting on me, don't give a fuck about what y'all say

Just wait until I tell em "run my money up, bitch I hit my parlay"

Every single year I say the same thing, but I don't see much changing

I could talk all I want but I ain't doin it like they did

What's hard work, when every single effort that you've made gets torn up?

I guess I'll never find out if I keep taking all of these shortcuts

Got everybody telling me "You so good man, you going up!"

But what's the point in getting all this praise when nothing good really shows up?

Can't break out of this cycle man, can't break out of this cycle man

I really wish that I could fucking break out of this cycle man

Can't get nowhere significant if I just keep being broke

But work just be distracting me from actual self growth

Feel like nobody I know's motivated to be unique

Cuz they'd rather see that direct deposit hitting every two weeks

Man imagine if we was free to do whatever we please

Man I'm tryna get to that level but I just keep getting beat

Cuz y'all aint show no love, give me no credit, you could fuck me over in any second

I been tryna get rid of all this negativity, but y'all won't let me cuz

Everybody on that same shit, man I don't see no one changing

That's why I keep going to different places so I could find the right placements

But maybe it's just me and I can't get along with people that well

And maybe I'm just delusional and I don't really have that skill

Or maybe it's just them tryna take advantage of the fact that I'm chill

Or maybe they just have some lil problem with me that they won't tell

But honestly man I don't really know

And I don't even wanna find the answers anymore

I know people gon be people and I hope they treat me well but if they don't then I can't do nothing about it except say farewell

So I'mma just keep doing me man ain't nothing wrong with being myself

I done made it up to this point and still got much more to tell

I know my story isn't done, I know my life has just begun

So let me you one last time muthafucka, I'm the chosen one lil bitch