JOY Lyrics

I flew far and wide

Hoping that I'd seek what I was longing

What I dreamed of

I trailed with a broken heart

And a tainted soul that I didn't know

Would be deserving of

I went through hell on earth

Wishing that it'd be ok

But that wasn't the case

I gave up on life and on love

Didn't think 'twas for me

Do I even need it?

How many nights

Did I think I was broken?

Thinking that I

Was not meant to feel like this

I am surrounded

By the love that I dreamed of

I found the joy of my life

I hid my past

And all it's mistakes that it had made

Took them to it's grave

I thought I needed to

Forget everything that made me cruel

And that turned me blue

I let myself fall free

To be rescued by the light

Once again fly

I thought i found someone to love more than I love me

But I found myself in the end

How many nights

Did I think I was broken?

Thinking that I

Was not meant to feel like this

I am surrounded

By the love that I dreamed of

I found the joy of my life

Just a little more

Of this stillness time

Yearn for all the past

And never want it back

Nestled in my love

Dies the tireless nights

For waiting a reply

In my lonely life

Now in my state of mind I

Dared to be in tune with life

Let myself see the world

Outskirts of all this mess

Veiled in bright colors

Even when I'm down

Unlearning all the pain

Can't be done in a day

How many nights

Did I think I was broken?

Thinking that I

Was not meant to feel like this

I am surrounded

By the love that I dreamed of

I found the joy of my life

Even if it isn't perfect

Even if it's sometimes messy

I take everything around me

I can love me again