The Shmutz Lyrics

Too early for this shit

Messed up, indecisive, I cannot lie

I'm feelin' frightened

Wide awake in the night time

The darkness brings my fears to life

I'd wipe my tears, my eyes are dry though

Don't think these thoughts come from pot smoke

If you felt the way that I feel

You probably couldn't deal, motherfucker

(Ahem)

You probably couldn't deal, motherfucker

(Haha)

Why am I still alive

I should've died a couple times

Didn't realize it would go this way

Now I feel like I should go away

Now I wish the pain would go away

My soul's in flames, my mind enraged

Still livin', still trippin

Still worry about doin' and dishes

Every single day I'm just missin' the misses

Tryna go back to ask for forgiveness

Still livin', still trippin'

Still worried about doin' the dishes

Every single day I'm just missin' the misses

Tryna go back to ask for forgiveness

Why am I still alive

I should've died a couple times

Didn't realize it would go this way

Now I feel like I should go away

Now I wish the pain would go away

My soul's in flames, my mind enraged