LLDLOW / Fastlife Lyrics

I'm sorry that I wasn't there, I'm still apologizing

I go and get to reminiscing and it's traumatizing

You never think bout miss out until you lose somebody

One phone call makes nights go cold

Trouble's come fast but the time moves slow

When I die fly high my soul

I've been broke but I stay strong

I'm sorry that I wasn't there, I'm still apologizing

I'm sorry that I wasn't there, I'm still apologizing

I go and get to reminiscing and it's traumatizing

You never think bout miss out until you lose somebody I said I'm gon' take everybody, ain't no pocket watchin'

Remember drivin' in Blue Ivy, had the window missin'

Now when we pull up, no they can't see us cause the window's tinted

Used to talk about money and the cars, all of the ambition

Started going backwards, had to go off on a different mission

How the devil take a brother if he close to me

Steady making change, it's a o cold to me

Nowadays head high, how it's supposed to be

Had to learn to not get heated when it's frozen me

Fast life living, had to slow it down for a minute

Addicted, know I gotta go and get it

Tryna make my people proud, no I cannot let them down for a minute

They watching me, they way above the ceiling

I'm sorry that I wasn't there, I'm still apologizing

I'm sorry that I wasn't there, I'm still apologizing

I go and get to reminiscing and it's traumatizing

You never think bout miss out until you lose

I said I'm gon' take everybody, ain't no pocket watchin'

Was steady looking for the reason, had to find it out

God put me in his arms, I had to cry it out

I just needed more time to go and find it out

It was supposed to be the guys on the paper route

R.I.P

Whenever shit broke down, he puts the car with me

If you was wanting war with him, then you got war with me

My brother known to crash, shot like he got ADD

At your head like PhD

Never questioned if he had my back

I can't say that about too many people

We got kids losing lives on the daily

Man this world it can really be evil

Seen that text and it bring me inside

Can't remember the last time I cried

When I wake up I work for the guys

I'ma make sure that all of us shine

I'ma keep going this for all the fallen

Year 23 so I'm balling like Jordan

R.I.P. DLow I'll never forget

R.I.P. Joseph I never can quit

Been in my feelings I gotta admit

But I'ma keep going can't take me a sit

Been in the lab while they all getting lit

I'ma keep going till I'm Roddy Rich

I'm sorry that I wasn't there I'm still apologizing

I go and get too reminiscing and it's traumatizing

You never think about missing out until you lose somebody

I said I'ma take everybody ain't no pocket watching

Was steady looking for the reason had to find it out

God put me in his arms I had to cry it out

I just needed more time to go and find it out

It was supposed to be the guys on the paper route

I'm steady balling for my dawgs

No matter if you fall legacy is standing tall

If you down just make that call

No matter what you doing you can always make that call

One phone call makes nights go cold

Troubles come fast but the time moves slow

When I die fly high my soul

I've been broke but I stay strong