F. sargassaceae ft. randombrownkid. Lyrics

They told me that I wasn't ready, they said that I'd drop in a year

They told me to stick to the fenny, how the fuck did they think they my peers?

Obvi, that shit was upsetting, but now I am circling clear

Loose as I'm chasing my passions, done with all the fear

Last bastion of life in the garden

All mamas they gonna be farming

All of my life I've been partial, a child that's running from life

I'm sure that they'll go court martial, no empathy for the strife

Compassion is dead in the marshes, Lazarus Pit sounds nice

Daddy, you still gon' abhor me?

Even in front of the mirror?

Haven't you seen that I'm choking?

I've lost my way, I can't steer?

The shadows, they always approaching

But I got a torch right here

Fending off all of the demons

Not as broke as I'm seeming

One day I'll finally find it, that smile that seems so near

Everyone in confinement, just drowning in beer after beer

But trust I feel imbibing, it used to be all I could bear

But now I think more like a titan, breaking down walls of despair

What in the fuck in this potion?

How I'm sustaining the motion?

I think I'm forgetting the quotient

Divided my heart and then sold it

Good luck if you're trying to mold it

They told me that I wasn't worth it, they said that I'd die in a year

That talk, it ain't never been pertinent

So fuck em, they meaningless, worthless

I'm sprouting and it'll be fervent

I'm cursed so I'm trying to turn it

Maybe it's best if we burn it

Didn't do nothing deserving of this

Wish I knew something so certain of bliss

Think they expecting some acting, but all I can offer is action

Separate individual

Fell off with a smile, then I altered sacred rituals

Trying to feel my feelings, but they just keep feeling me

They told me it gets better, man, just wait and see

In the sea of my delusion

I'm trying to do some fusion

Polymerization turning out to be a nuisance

Don't know why the fuck I try

Sometimes I think that I'm blind

Lenses, cones, they just ain't fine

I might be just so inclined

To take a chance, to take a ride

I know I might be out of time

But that's alright, my soul still fly

Stays infinite in time