Recovery Lyrics

Was dead in my sin I been brought back to life

I was falling away, like dang I been trippn

deceiving myself & na I ain't gone cap I been missing my brudda can't stop reminiscing

Like what would you do, I feel this ain't it

But my brudda was lost ain't no help for the kid

They feel that I'm trippn if I don't submit, so I leave to God and it is what it is

Now I'm back at the bottom it's envy around

I feel it ain't real when they look at me now

I been needing a break so I head outta town

I feel I'll grow, ain't familiar around

Man I needa seek

I needa revive

My heart been defiled, I been lusting inside

Been dealing wit pride I listened to lies

Coming back & I'm better I'm holding it down

I Put that on my daddy

Sum else gotta happen

Fall for the trap now the enemy laughing

But I seen it coming man I should of knew

That disobedience, man look what it do

Dem Jezzy attacks destroying my callin man they be all over me

they coming after me

They come to the church just to capture me

I'm guessing that they got a strategy

noble fell off like what happen to me

I was so bold with the passion in me

They see my potential and hold back the key

& they say that it's love that ain't covering me

They smile in my face like that's funny to me

But I'm not giving up, they know that I'm rocking out

This the confessions that people don't talk about

Aint holding nun in imma speak out

Coming back & I'm better so tell them get at me

Been delivered now it's time to get active

I walk in my purpose we all got a calling

Submit to the father and tell them keep talking

Unforgiveness from the ones who knew me

Obeying the father they look at me stupid

They know how I come & they know I'll crank

Correcting the church people walking with planks

Thinking you wise you is not what you thank

You running the boat you a captain you sank

Walking in pride now you feel like a tank

Don't be the accuser and turn to the snake

Closest friends becoming my enemies

My enemies turn to a friend to me

But I know that the battle not flesh & blood

Let him come inside watch him clean ya up

I got rid of the old me

Leaning on Christ no codeine

It's many who talk but don't know me

I'm standing on 10 I ain't folding

If you say that you bout it then show me

I'm obeying the father they know I go harder & most of these rappers they know me

I don't talk to nobody remaining in silence I stay to myself cause these people be flauging

They say that they real but they know they ain't bout it

They care for they self they don't care bout the body

If they see that you up they gone talk down about it

I was only 18 when a youngin got saved

They talking to me like I'm 80 these days

They ain't riding with me cause I'm on a new wave

Ain't no problem wit me cause they know I don't play

Woke up this morning like Lord what's the play

He told me sit still, keep seeking his face

It's by the grace I'm still in this race

But his grace gotta connect with my faith

Woke up this morning like Lord what's the play

He told me sit still, keep seeking his face

Out on the field told my bruddas to cover me

Ain't been on the field I'm still in recovery