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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

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Tired of fighting with myself

Tired of fighting with myself


Tired of fighting with myself

I just popped another P, I'm scared to ask for help

I've been trying to understand why is life not fair

I've been feeling all alone like ain't nobody here


I'm rocking fear of God cause thats the only thing I fear

I prefer my bread and cash, cause thats the money I can hear

Facing all my obstacles, Im ramming shit just like a deer

Would you love me if i was to die right here


Girl, would you leave if I was broke

All my life I had my bro, we slept together on the floor

I remember I was poor, now I spend hundreds on a coat

And when it come down to this mic, I'm the poor, yeah, I'm the goat

Sleepless nights, all my life I had to fight

I done did so much wrong, I've been trying to make it right

I'm just trying to live my life, I made money through this mic

All my aunts since I was in elementary, I see them through the Skype

Every time I'm out and about, you know I'm shadowed like a dyke

I've been running from my problems, getting higher than a kite

I fell in love with this one girl, I thought about trying to make her my wife

Fell back and shroom and a perc 15, hope everything be alright


If you can show me love, I might just love myself

If you can hold it down, it'll be no one else

If you really love me, then show me

I be balling hard like I'm Kobe


Ball around like I'm Kobe, 24-8, long live that snake

I ain't signed a deal with YSL, but it's still free, that snake

I'm trying to love this girl, but she tell me she can't

I'm trying to show this girl the world, but right now, I'm just saying


Let me get a couple Ms, I'll get a wraith with all the stars, to remind us who we are


One day, I'ma tell my kids, we made it far

No more living couch-to-couch, now we superstars

If you had no faith in me, I'ma show you how to win

I really know some haters that try to box me in


I live my life for sin, but now it's time to make amends

Oh God, can you help me shine again

I'ma love you, baby, only love myself

Stressin' that, off these drugs, I need help


Metal a switch, it go brr, it don't melt

I got bigger, but I'm still by myself

Asking God to take that pain away

I just faced a wood, it's not enough


I just faced a wood, I might pick up the cup

I come through trippin, boy, you better duck

I come through trippin, pull up big black truck

Dropping disses, boy, you know you suck


Should I slide, just like hockey puck

His ass get pfft, since he think he tough


If you can show

me love, I might just love myself

If you can hold it down, it'll be no one else

If you really love me, then show me

I be balling hard like I'm Kobe

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