My Mind Ain't Always On My Side Lyrics
- Genre:Pop
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
I wake up in the morning with you gentle, next to me
You roll over and you grab me in your sleep
Don't take an Ivy degree to see how you feel about me
Cause you tell me constantly
But then the fear creeps in and my breathing is quick
Second guess each glance and I start feeling sick
And it sucks me in takes me out of this moment with you
With you
I still get scared sometimes
Overwhelmed by insecurity oh what if you get bored of me
And change your mind?
I take a couple pills a day and do my best to meditate
To quiet my mind
Cause I love you, and I know you
Say you're mine
But my mind ain't always on my side
I look into your eyes and I can tell you're falling deep
Sometimes I even catch you talking about me in your sleep
You wear your heart on your sleeve, can't keep a secret from me
And you love me so honestly, earnestly
Then suddenly
The fear creeps in and my breathing is quick
Second guess each glance and I start feeling sick
And it sucks me in takes me out of this moment with you
With you
I still get scared sometimes
Overwhelmed by insecurity oh what if you get bored of me
And change your mind?
I take a couple pills a day and do my best to meditate
To quiet my mind
Cause I love you, and I know you
Say you're mine
Why can't I let a good thing just be good?
Why can't I trust your words like I know I should?
Why can't I let go of the ifs and coulds?
Can't I let a good thing just be good?
Why can't I let a good thing just be good?
Why can't I trust your words like I know I should?
Why can't I let go of the ifs and coulds?
Can't I let a good thing just be good?
I still get scared sometimes
Overwhelmed by insecurity oh what if you get bored of me
And change your mind?
I take a couple pills a day and do my best to meditate
To quiet my mind
Cause I love you, and I know you
Say you're mine
But my mind ain't always on my side
Hate how my brain gets to spinning just when I'm steady feeling
I beg for healing as I'm reeling praying to the ceiling
You don't deserve to have to deal with all the shit I'm feeling
You do it anyway
You love me anyway