Growing Up ft. Myallo Lyrics

Growing up, growing up

It's not what they say

Cuz the darkness' coming to get you

Growing up, growing up

It's not what you think

When the pain comes, it's like a shadow

I broke all my exes and took out my best friends

They're in the shadows creeping on me

I'm on my last pill to burry my demons

They're in the ground still laughing at me

Oh I'm feeling kinda lost in my own sheets

I'm feeling kinda lost and I'm hurting

Outside with your love but they don't see

I'm pouring out my heart to you only

Yeah, I'm banging my head on the wall and I'm feeling like I'm finna lose it this time

A war in my mind and it's taking over me, I probably shouldn't hit up your line

Some loud in my head, and a bottle a day, but it won't keep the demons away

But I pray for the sun, for the moon, and the stars, that I will feel better someday

I'm all outta love, baby

I'm all outta love, I'm sorry

I'm tapped outta love

Uhhhhhhhh, yeah

Growing up, growing up

It's not what they say

Cuz the darkness' coming to get you

Growing up, growing up

It's not what you think

When the pain comes, it's like a shadow

I broke all my exes and took out my best friends

They're in the shadows creeping on me

I'm on my last pill to burry my demons

They're in the ground still laughing at me

You only call when you want love

But I'm making my mind up

I'm making my mind up

And I'm keeping my head up

Yuh, yuh, yuh, ay, Myallo

I'm keeping my head up

But like a fat kid with some cake, I'm fed up

With all the games and all the rainy days

It just won't let up

But like a trampoline, I bounce back

My train of thoughts back on track

Now I love myself again

I gotta new chick, but I can't pretend

That all the pain you caused, it went away

It stays with me every single day

But no more holding on, it's time to let it go

With all the pain in my past, I think it's time to

grow, yeahh, yeahh

Growing up, growing up

It's not what they say

Cuz the darkness' coming to get you

Growing up, growing up

It's not what you think

When the pain comes, it's like a shadow

I broke all my exes and took out my best friends

They're in the shadows creeping on me

I'm on my last pill to burry my demons

They're in the ground still laughing at me